I do this chat to the screen thing. I try to do it daily but alas I am not disciplined that way. I eat when I’m hungry and sleep when I am tired. Here is the poem I talked about in my morning pontification as Nigel the No Mad Nomad...
Awakened now, aware me.
I am peeling back the layers and I feel the anguish rise,
I face my man made fears that come as no surprise.
The bubbling in my chest the tears now in my eyes,
My hiding place inside myself, I must realize.
I cannot grow in safety; I will not hope to see,
Five senses are restriction and not enough to be.
Complete is just another word I used to set me free.
Won’t follow selfish leaders through all the war and hate,
or seek a new horizon, the lie that they call fate.
I slowly gain the knowledge for life it is my right,
my peace is safe within me; I have no need to fight.
War is the end of freedom and breaks the peace once more,
I live in hope that one day soon, we close that evil door.
Awake me from this prison mind, lift me out of fear,
Shake me from this permanence, set me free from here.
No safety left in servitude, I cannot prey on me,
I will not prey on others, in order to be free.
Unlocked the chains that bound me, I’ve thrown away the key,
I’m ready now to face myself, I can let me be.
An open mind is an essential tool.
I see their absurdity within this reality.
The complexity complex is a huge psyop.
Fear v Love is the big game.
Music, art and creativity are my allies in this realm.
The letter B is one and three. 13 that is luck for me.
hahaha, you can’t fool me, I see their games a lie.
Absurd within reality. Love is God and always free.
Keep laughing at the liars, they hate that.
I peeled another layer off. I felt the sting of truth,
I felt that savage beauty remembered from my youth.
A careless giddy feeling it welled up deep inside,
I let go of perception; I swam against that tide,
for love of life is freedom, with nowhere left to hide.
I see the mist its lifting
The sands of time are shifting
I get the gist not grifting
Love of life not drifting.
Lets chat soon.










